June 2008 - CIK MIL MILA

Thursday, June 26, 2008

!@#$%^&*()_+
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Apa anda buat bila anda tension

1. Menangis
2. Membebel
3. Menjerit
4. Menghempas barang
5. Shopping


Entry ni mengisahkan aku yang sedang tensen ketika ini. Aku baru sahaja menyiapkan akaun syarikat Financial Year Ended June2008. Patutnya aku sangat gembira ketika ini. Tapi aku geram la yang teramat. Ni yang rasa macam nak maki hamun nih. !@#$%^&*()_

Malam tadi aku dah menangis puas-puas

Pagi ni jugak aku dh membebel berjela-jela

Aku juga sudah puas menjerit di dalam kereta, memarahi pemandu-pemandu sengal di jalan raya

Aku rasa aku belum menghempas barang

Shopping...malangnya disebabkan budget constraint aku terpaksa melupakan hasrat ini. Rakyat Malaysia dinasihatkan berjimat cermat. Makan ubi kayu. Tanam ubi kayu belakang rumah!
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Mini Garden Part 2
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Inilah garden chair yang aku mentioned in earlier post. We aimed this chair ever since we saw it kat rumah opis mate abang. We've been surveying for almost a month. The price we got was very reasonable. They dont even charge us on transportation. Dekat pekan Meru. Punyala jauh nak pergi. Nasib baik dapat good price. Dekat Sungai Buloh they charge us 4 times than what we paid now. Tengok material and the finishing quality yang we all beli was much much better. Cekik darah la diaorg nih!Nasib baik tak beli kat Jalan Sg Buloh tuh. Kalau tak menyesal aje.
Nampak tak bunga rose kat atas meja tuh. Bunga ros tu abang tanam kat depan pagar rumah. Setiap hari ada saja bunga baru yang mekar. Wangi. Sampai dahan pokok tuh melendut sebab terlalu berat kot. Sebab tu la we all akan potong dan letak dalam gelas. Berseri la sikit. Tak payah la nak beli artificial flower. Ini free of charge jer. It will last about two or three days. Bila dah layu we all potong la yang new one.
There are so much to tell concerning our garden. But I have no idea yet. Wait for Part 3 pulak la.
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My Girls
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The reason why I set up this blog is for me to jot down every development of my girls. My memories getting bad and bad after two surgeries I had. I’m being so forgetful person. I used to remember other account people numbers, phone numbers and other things concerning figures. Being an account people, numbers is always in my mind and my fingertips. Having so much morphine in my body, made my memories faded, and temporarily lost. And for me to retrieve back will take some times).

Note: Plz ignore me for quite a while-because I don’t know what I’m babbling about. Hua hua hua.

Back to my girls.

Nurin

My 1 year and 5 months old girl is getting very cheeky this time. She always find fault with Alya. I could never let her alone with her younger sister. She will hit, or will cekau or cubit or anything as to hurt Alya. We will scold her every time we see that. But knowing she would cry after the ‘scolding session’, we tell her why we’re doing that. But most of the times, she would just ignore us. She keeps hit Alya as if we’re not there seeing what she was doing. OMG. It’s really getting on my nerves. I lost my patience. Plz help me what I should i do to prevent this from happening. I hate to scold her (sometimes i’d just hit her on the fingers) but I have to.

The good thing is she can understand instructions. Whenever I ask her to shake hand with papa, she definitely will head off to papa and shake hand with him. And for sure will ask her to kiss him on the cheek. She will do the same to Alya. But we will monitor her, as she’s always hit her after the kissing moment. Huarghhhhh...mama can become an incredible hulk later!

She can also put all the dirty clothes (before take a bath) inside the laundry bag without me asking. I think she’s been observing me doing that before.

She can now recognize her belonging and would yell if we took. She’s being so self-centered in this matter. How to educate her for sharing things? My friends, plz advise.

Whenever she wakes up from her sleep, she always asked for her milk. “Susu...nak!”. Simple sentence and yet very meaningful, which I cannot simply ignore even though I am too sleepy during the time. She will yell if she notices me ignoring her.

Alya

She is now 5 months old. Love to smile and to be entertained. Hate to be alone and will cry the moment she realizing that she’s was alone. Still wakes in the middle of the night asking for milk. She was really different from her sister. At her age, Nurin did not asked for milk anymore in the middle of the night.

She also wanted to be hugged in order for her to sleep. She loves to be pampered that way. If we are too tired and left her alone in the cot, she will just crawl and make noise of her own way. I cannot stand the ‘music’ and always give in to her. The moment she slept, we will transfer her to the cot. We’re just afraid Nurin will kick her or abang ‘siku’ her.

Managing these two girls is quite tough but we enjoy doing it. They are innocence and entertaining. We both can become an incredible hulk & also a loving mama & papa. I am very thankful to God as I was given these two girls at my age. They are very precious to my life.
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Monday, June 23, 2008

1st Assignment-My 10 Most Significant 1st Time
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My 1st assignment telah diberi oleh mama naufal. Mari kita mulakan:-

1. 1st time naik kapal terbang
Mcm segan plak nak bagi tau. My first time naik flight was last year ke Kota Kinabalu. Dah tua baru nak naik kapal terbang. Itu pon abang belanja. Its never too late.







2. 1st time beranak
Excited but yet menakutkan. My EDD was supposed to be on 8/2/2007. But I was suffered from Gestational Diabetic and have to be delivered earlier. Was in labour room for 12 hours (plz imagine the contraction-too bad, as if i'm dying on that time). Unluckily very poor progress, my baby distress, so i have to undergo the c-sect. I feel so relieved, sebab sakit contraction tu sangatla tak tertahan.


3. 1st time pegi oversea
I've never been to overseas. What a pity kan? But wishing so much i could go in this two years time. Plz pray for me.

4. 1st time dok jauh dgn family
Tak adalah jauh sangat. Masa tu sekolah kat Sek Men Teknik JB. I am Johorean also, but at Kota Tinggi. JB-KT only one and half hour travel je. Tapi sedih la jugak kan. Dok asrama.

5. 1st time menyedari diri ini gemuk
Just before my marriage. Bila fitting baju suma mcm pakai sarung nangka. Very the ketat one. Luckily found yang ok, with my favourite colour. Langsung tak payah buat alter.

6. 1st time keje
Masa tunggu result SPM. Keje kedai baju kat Pasir Gudang (Cindy Trading) Tak tau ler wujud lagi tak tempat tuh. Tapi for only one weeks jer. Dapat la gaji RM50 hinggit. hua hua hua. Mak soh balik kampung sebab mak tak sihat time tuh.

7. 1st time bercinta
Masa form 3 kot. Berkenan sangat kat mamat tuh. Sekali dier propose my good friend la. Frust menonggeng. Pas tu bawak diri...

8. 1st time merasa diri cantik
Masa bila ntah eh...rasanya aku perasan aku mmg cantik hari-hari...hua hua hua.

9. 1st time masuk cinema
Masa umor 18. Tengok citer cina. Tak ingat la citer tuh. Masa ni masa duduk kat Sentul. Tengok kat mana pun dah tak ingat. With my geng matrikulasi. Sebelum tu tak bley tengok sebab my family ni very strict. No wayang, no dating.

P10. 1st time masuk wad spital
Masa nak bersalin my first baby.

Okler mama naufal a.k.a iszan. Lepas ni bleh la tagged aku lagi yer
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Friday, June 20, 2008

Mini Garden
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Garden ini diilhamkan oleh YB Ahmad Shafie Rahim bin Abd Hanan. Hampir 90% idea & tenaga telah disumbangkan olehnya. I proud of you my dear abang. we love to see the scenery. So greeny. Very fresh. Can you see the stepping stone.?It was the first item Abang bought. Then later he bought all the concrete block. He keeps arrange it but couldn't found it good & nice.


We intended to plant the carpet grass at that time, but since our financial is quite tight at the moment of time, we postponed the idea. But i know abang would not give up.


to be continued...


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Thursday, June 19, 2008

How I Spent My Weekdays
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Hahahaha. Tetiba terpikir nak buat entry ni. Sebab aku rasa banyak yang dah aku abaikan dan tinggalkan. Tapi ini suma untuk rekod aku sahaja. Supaya lepas ni aku boleh muhasabah diri semula. Apa yang aku tertinggal agaknya eh?

6.30am
Ni waktu aku bangun setiap hari (provided Alya belum terjaga before that)
Kalau dah terjaga maknanya aku memang dah bangun lebih awal dari biasa.
Kalau Alya dah terjaga aku terus buat susu & menyusukan dia. Kalau belum terjaga aku terus mandi & solat Subuh. Kejutkan abang (Nurin sure terjaga sekali masa aku kejut Abang)

7.00am
Pilih baju abang & diri sendiri untuk di ‘iron’. Aku memang tak suka iron baju the night before or earlier (sebab aku suka keringkan rambut dengan kipas sambil meng’iron’ baju). Hik Hik (sebab rumah aku tak ada hair dryer) Sambil-sambil iron baju aku ditemani Nurin yang ‘mengemas’ buku-buku dalam study room ni. Aku iron baju dalam study room.

7.40
Semua dah siap untuk turun bawah. Abang akan bawa Nurin & aku akan bawa Alya turun. Abang & Nurin akan terus ke luar rumah untuk siram pokok-pokok bunga di depan & belakang rumah.

Aku makan B’young & bawa Alya masuk dalam kereta

7.55
I’m off to send my daughters to bbsitter. Masa ni biasanya akan adalah drama-drama yang di create oleh Nurin. Selalunya dia buat muka kesian tak nak masuk ke rumah Kak Erah(bbsitter)

8.05
I’m off to work. I took me forty minutes to one hour to reach office. Totally depends on the traffic.

9.00-5.30
Office

5.30
Off to home. Took me one hour to one & half to reach home/bbsitter’s house.

7.00
Home Sweet Home.
Kalau aku sampai awal,biasanya aku akan lepak dengan abang & anak-anak kat luar rumah.(Kalau gambar dh ada nnti aku upload.Asyik tak sempat jer nk snap)
Kalau lewat, we all akan terus masuk rumah.

7.15
Semua mesti naik atas (bilik). Masa ni la Nurin ajak main. Alya nak bermanja. Bukak TV tengok citer TV3.

7.30
Aku mandi take turns dengan abang. Solat pon kene takes turn. Selalunya trus tunggu isyak baru turun bawah. Biasanya Alya akan susu, main-main kejap & tidur.

9.00
Turun bawah. Time aku nak masak & makan. Abang akan main dengan Nurin sambil tengok TV. Masak simple-simple jer. One lauk & one sayur.Makan time. Memang waktu makan jadi lewat. Sebab waktu ni je la yang sempat. Kalau ada pasar malam (Rabu & Jumaat) baru tak masak.

10.30
Aku/Abang & Nurin akan naik atas balik. Tidurkan nurin. Tengokla siapa yang rajin nak tidurkan Nurin waktu tu. Selalunya memang abang yang tidurkan Nurin. Sebab aku nak clearkn dining table & wash all the dishes plus basuh baju. Biasanya satu load jer.For the day. Tapi kalau tak basuh the previous day...Nampak gaya memang 2 @ 3 load la.

Semua anak dah tidur.

Waktu ni paling best. Sejak ada garden chair kat luar umah ni, aku & abang memang suka lepak kat situ. Aku bring my laptop, surf the net. Abang akan hisap rokok sambil belek2 pokok-pokok bunga. Tengok-tengok apa yang perlu ditambah @ dibuang. Masa ni la kitaorang berdiskus pasal anak-anak & masa depan. Biasanya akan lepak sampai bateri laptop abis. Take two-three hour. Lepas tu naik atas tido...

Maybe ada la yang missing. Tapi basically itu la yang aku lalui every weekdays.



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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Bujang vs Kahwin Vs Having Kids
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I was a bit moody these few days.

It may be because of the pills that i have taken recently. Quote: (Yasmin -the so called mildest pill in the market; expensive).Tak nak gemuk punya pasal. Maybe because of the hormone imbalance.

Last Sunday konon-kononnya was our girls outing day at Alamanda. Was planned by mila and me. Just to flash back our bujang time. Then we invited wan. To wan & me, yeah it’s just like our bujang time 2 years back since Mila is not married yet.

I was late due to the petty petty thing created by my kids. Mila and Wan dah lama sampai Alamanda. Suddenly my husband decided not to join me. He brought along Alya balik BBB (Bandar Baru Bangi), my MIL’s house. Dan aku ditinggalkan bersama Nurin.

Sigh!

Mula-mula tu tak susah nak handle Nurin. Dia suka tengok kolam kat luar Alamanda tuh. She keeps sebut “air...air...”. Happy sangat aku tengok Nurin. Dia memang suka main air. Dia berlari sana...berlari sini. Aku biar aje sebab aku tengok keadaan masih terkawal.

Pastu mila call tanya nak jumpa kat mana. Aku cakap lepak Starbucks la best. Sebab aku rindukan ice blendednya (tapi bagi aku Coffee Bean lagi sedap). Then we met there. Dari jauh nampak Mila & Wan sengih-sengih tengok aku & Nurin. Nurin ni nampak friendly, tapi bila orang dekat dekat dengan dia, dia bleh peluk aku. Malu. Lebih tepat lagi, takut orang. Aduhaiiii...

After that we all pergi Starbucks and order. Cari table & baby chair. Nak umpan Nurin behave aku belikan dia cookies plus lollipop (ni kalau papa dia tau abih aku kena marah nih). Memang menjadi la. Aku ingat lama la Nurin boleh bertahan senyap. Mula-mula jer. Haaa...lepas tu dia menjerit-jerit. Jatuhkan lollipop. Sepahkan cookies. Aku plak yang naik angin. Sebelum aku jadi tarzan, aku ajak Mila & Wan jalan-jalan.

Pastu kitaorang lepak depan kolam tu tadi. Nurin memang enjoy the scenery. Same with me la. Tapi aku tengok muka kawan-kawan aku macam tak happy. Sebab aku tak boleh join diaorang. Nurin buat hal. Aduhaiii.

Dekat 15 minit Mila & Wan ajak masuk dalam plak diaorang nak shopping baju. Aku plak dah serba tak keruan. Nurin tak nak berjalan sendiri. Nak aku dukung aje. Bukan ringan plak tuh. Dah ler scar operate aku tak fully recovered. Penat plus sakit. Lepas ni no way la aku nak jenjalan dengan Nurin without companion papa dia. Rasa nak menjerit-jerit je nak balik cepat. Tapi apakan daya. Aku patah kaki, tak ada transport. Aku telepon papa Nurin suruh amik. Dia mintak tolong Mila antarkan. Tu satu bab yang paling aku tak suka. Betapa tak convenient nya kalau tak drive sendiri ni. Sebab aku bukanlah seorang penyabar!

Aku dah fikir-fikir ni, kalau Mila & Wan lambat lagi nak gi shopping ,aku nak balik umah naik teksi. Aku dukung Nurin turun ground floor cari kaunter pertanyaan. Tanya mana nak dapat teksi. Dia suruh aku naik balik kat tingkat 1 depan Secret Recepi. Waaaaaaa....penatnya. Baru turun dah kena naik balik. Penat yang amat. Apatah lagi Nurin dah mengamuk-ngamuk nangis . Ya Allah, taubat aku tak buat lagi macam ni.

Aku telepon balik papa Nurin, cakap aku dah nak naik teksi. Ntah berapa puluh kali aku telepon dia tak angkat. Tau aje la laki aku tuh...tak suka kalau aku mendesak-desak. Tapi ni dah kritikal ni. Kalau aku bawak kereta sendiri tak ada aku nak susahkan dia.

Aku dah tekad, kalau dia tak angkat jugak...aku balik je naik teksi. Nasib baik dia angkat...cakap dah on the way. Lega...

So...tak adalah session girls outing dengan Mila & Wan. End up lepas papa Nurin amik kitaorg trus shoot balik umah. Nurin masuk jer kereta terus tido kat riba aku. Dia tak mahu tido kat seater dia lagi.

Memang banyak bezanya masa bujang, sukahati nak keluar dengan sapa dan bila.

Dah kahwin (belum ada anak) pon suka hati jugak nak keluar bila provided dengan izin suami. Tapi 1st year of marriage memang melekat aje la dengan husband. Lagipon tengah pregnant time tuh.

Dah ada anak 1 pon keluar macam biasa. Cuma tempat terhad. We go for tempat2 yang banyak kemudahan tuk baby.

Dah ada anak 2...waaa...the best place to hang out is our home. Sebab tu la we make our home the best place to stay , play & rest!
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Thursday, June 12, 2008

Introduction
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Its not easy being a wife and a mother of two babies ( if i can classify a one year & 4 months girl as a baby)and also a so called 'career woman'. But as i always heard most of the times...it is a created problem, which i can avoid of having it. It is a God will. No matter how hard i'm trying to avoid it, if it was meant to be, it will.

Here we are...My two cute daughters












Nurin Hidayatullah, hereinafter called "Nurin"



Was borned on 10th January 2007.







Please ignore the date stated in the pic. We forgot to adjust the camera setting, but i know when the picture was taken.








My 2nd daughter Nurin Alya Fatihah

Was borned on 21st January 2008, hereinafter called "Alya".
















Its makes them a gap of exactly one year. Both of them was borned through Caesarian at Hospital Serdang. The pain when delivering them still remains in my mind and at the scar.




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